• Everything we do is an act today. We do things but we do not mean them. We say things for the sake of conversation. We eventually live life only to show everyone that we are so great. We talk about inventing robots but somewhere we are the robots. We are the ones who are already forgetting feelings and relying on a scripted life.

    We exaggerate situations. All our pain is bottled up so no one can see. Fake smiles adorn our faces filled with makeup. We try to hide ourselves and we gradually forget our true selves.

    We make a big show of being simple and donate lots of money to charity only to get our names on the news page. We boast and brag about our “simple” lives. We veil the truth and soon a lie is a truth and a truth is a rumour.

    There are a number of major crises in the world right now. We pretend to be concerned but now is the time to stop the pretence and forget the scripted play. We have to act for the future is in our hands.

    It is not too late. But it will be if we don’t admit it now. We can please the media later. Right now we have to please the world so it doesn’t die.

    Written by
    Milomi.

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  • My innocent hands gave way

    The glass fell down

    Upon the floor

    Inviting the inevitable noise

    The shatter of glass into a thousand shards

    That can’t be pieced together.

    However hard one tries

    To clean up the mess made

    The glass is collected

    And thrown away.

    But it’s bits and shards

    Are still scattered among the inhabitants of life

    And when one bends down

    In all goodness and kindness

    To clean up a mess

    To rid the passage of pain

    Does the devil strike

    And blood is drawn

    As red as the dawn that rises.

    My hands are no longer innocent

    The blood though washed off

    Still leaves pain in its disappearance

    And every other shard

    Brings every other drop of blood

    To fall upon the floor.

    And again one bends down

    To clean up the mess

    Regretting earlier decisions

    Bleeding again.

    The red does ebb like the tide

    But in its wake the pain flows.

    Written by

    Milomi.

  • This is a poem about a boy who has huge dreams and wants to find out about everything. His ride to the city is the train that comes to his village once a month. He tries to catch up with it and quench curiosity.

    Photo by ERIKA CRISTINA on Pexels.com

    CURIOSITY

    I have questions
    That nobody can answer
    But I am stuck here
    In a loop
    In the circle of life
    That brings me back to where I begin

    Every time the train arrives
    I hope to board
    But the jostling crowd
    Jostles me
    And I am pushed
    Not in
    But out
    And so I lie on the floor
    Watching a dream whiz by

    Sometimes I am able to get up
    But the whistle blows
    And I am left to sprint after the chugging train
    The platform does end
    And so does my dream

    I can’t sleep
    Without knowing
    Without seeing
    I am content
    But my soul is not

    Every inch of me
    Has an urge to run
    To chase my questions
    Across the world
    To find the answer

    And maybe when I find an answer
    And return
    I will have found another question
    And will have to double back
    And go through the struggle over again

    And in the end
    I am still stuck
    In an endless cycle of life
    Of questions and answers
    Of thirst quenched and thirst begun again.

    Written by
    Milomi.

  • The wonderful thing about life is that we have the liberty of making choices. We can choose whether pink or blue looks better. Whether we should eat bread with butter or jam or both. Whether we should go out for a walk or go attend a talk. Consciously or unconsciously, we are constantly making choices. And though we don’t realize it, these small decisions affect our life.

    I think that apart from sometimes experiencing pressure and sometimes just winging it, choices are the one that express our freedom. We have a gift called life, we choose for it to be a blessing or a curse. We can pick a path and pursue it. And we can also pick to change a path in the middle of it.

    We are basically holding future in our hands and perhaps don’t know what to do about it. We own ourselves with a simple yes and no. We have control of everything. All we need is confidence. We need the confidence to say no. We agree to anything and everything at times, even if it goes against our belief. We need to see the choice that says no. We have to stand up for what we think is right and not give in to others.

    We need to have the power to refuse. We have the choice. We have to have the wisdom to say yes to an opportunity but to reject a betrayal.

    Everything is clear cut and laid out. We need to see through lies and the sugar coat that blankets most words. We have the choice, we just have to use it.

    Why do we fear the notion of belief?

    Written by
    Milomi.

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  • After eons will someone discover something new
    Find another path
    Another way
    To realise that it is already history

    Any new idea
    Creation
    Invention
    Is stolen and taken away

    The moon saw the sun
    And stole its light
    We saw the world
    And we stole it

    We stole its beauty
    We stole its originality
    Its creativity
    Its life

    We boasted and bragged
    And built and broke
    And we have finished earth
    And we need more

    But there is none to be found
    Every miracle is over
    And we are left to find a loom
    And weave more magic

    But we never learnt
    We never knew
    And that is why we have to become earth itself
    And eventually use ourselves.

    Written by
    Milomi.

  • There are so many times when we suddenly wake up in the middle of the night. We feel ourselves falling down and we immediately get up to see that we are in our place and not falling down. There are also times in life when we suddenly wake up though already awake and see life in a new colour.

    We have been living life and seeing it as the same weird big picture since day one but something triggers. We suddenly realise the thin line that runs between reality and imagination. Truth and lies. Life and death.

    We suddenly realise that our days are numbered and that we have to seize the day. Maybe what we do will be forgotten and earth will be downtrodden. Maybe nothing else matters but having fun and making the most out of it while we are at it and learning.

    Maybe the marks we try to leave behind will be blown away by the wind. Maybe they will be washed away by the ocean. Maybe they will fade to dust.

    And still we will be sleeping, doing something we don’t like and only waking up to earn money. When will we realise that happiness is more important than money? That earth has an end and so do we?

    That we have to wake to see the world before it sleeps itself?

    Written by

    Milomi.

  • This is a poem about how a dog realizes that he has been sold from its earlier loving owner. It is now among a new world of hate and harshness that he is not used to. Once he is bought again does it really strike him that a new life has begun and he has to catch up.

    REALIZE

    Love is all I have known
    But I could never say that
    For I don’t know hate
    So I don’t know what it is to be loved
    Properly and fully
    With a whole heart.

    Deceit was introduced to me
    And so was trickery
    And cleverness
    And so was a torn heart
    And torn dreams.

    I thought that the ride was enough
    The torture was enough
    But as usual I am wrong
    There is something else beyond this trip
    There is greater importance
    That I am failing to see.

    But now I see
    As I am put up for sale
    Ruthlessly
    Carelessly like a discarded piece of a worn out toy that a baby is done playing with
    I am thrown away
    So is my life.

    As I enter my new life
    And as I wonder
    Will it ever be the same
    Or is my old life
    Just history?
    Just a memory?

    Will I ever see
    Something as good as that
    Or half as good as that
    Or is life always cruel to me?

    And only me.

    Written by
    Milomi.

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  • This is a story about Jane , who can’t seem to find the right path in life. She is on a break from her strenuous life as a professor, when she meets Daniel who helps her find herself in the muddling mess of life.

    RISE FROM ASHES

    This was the last paper, Jane reminded herself as she sipped her fourth cup of coffee. She forced herself to read and grade the essay filled with errors and sentences making no sense.

    She pushed through those few minutes and finally turned the page that was swimming with red ink. She sighed deeply and her eyes found the clock. It was 3 in the morning. She yawned and switched off the lights, going to sleep.

    The next few hours saw her giving out those paper to her students. She had a meeting with the Principal in fifteen minutes. He told her that parents were complaining of unfair treatment to the students, her being very irritated, and sometimes dozing off during her classes. Jane should maybe take a week’s break from teaching.

    Jane Arthur survived the talk and agreed sleepily. There was just too much going on. Her sister was struggling with pregnancy. Her father was sick. Her dog was missing. And yoga wasn’t helping.

    She opened Google and searched for the closest fun break she could take. Google responded: Yosemite. This would be fun, she thought. She knew that nothing would change, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t. Her being stressed was not going to affect anything but her own self. So she turned up her speakers up and started packing.

    Yosemite was beautiful, but every leaf falling down, every droplet of water trickling down, reminded her of her falling life. Of every dream, every hope falling, failing. And she remained like that till she met Daniel.

    Jane was walking down the trail to the waterfall when she bumped into Daniel. And they soon got to taking. Daniel was a professional photographer. He specialized in taking photos of nature, which is why he had come there.

    Jane told him about her life and worries. This invited a frown upon Daniel’s face, and a tear down Jane’s. As they walked down the path, Daniel began to see more and more of Jane’s true, actual self. She was kind, funny and easy going. Her current situation was what made all of her disappear. He clicked a photo of the waterfall that fell into the river.

    Life was just like that. It fell down, but more of it falls down, all to collect as wisdom in the end. He tried to explain this to Jane.

    Jane had to be like a bird. She had to learn to pick herself up though she had fallen down. And maybe the sky would fall down, but she had to be strong and keep flying.

    And in those few hours, Jane learned more that she ever had in her whole life. All thanks to Daniel Thomas.

    The next days went by like this. Jane would learn new things from every photo Daniel took of life, and Daniel would do anything to see her smile.

    On the last day of Jane’s stay, she took Daniel to the same waterfall where they’d met, and both of them went under the water. The water fell down upon the both of them, soaking through their clothes, dampening their shoes.

    So this was what it felt like to be free, she told him, as they dried themselves. This was what it felt to let all your worries wash away.

    This was what it was like to get up after falling down, and take the next big step.

    Written by
    Milomi.

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  • Is it so tough to ask for peace

    Is it so tough to just stay silent

    To not scream

    To not create problems

    Is it so tough to just be humble

    To take care of your own

    To not interfere

    Is it so tough to be kind

    Is it so tough to think of others

    To do a good deed

    To leave a tough post and

    Entertain so-called commoners

    Who in the end are

    Greater than you

    Is it so tough to leave all pride

    And then descend

    Or must we descend laden with pride

    Must we descend upon the world

    Thinking we are God

    And that everyone else are our devotees

    Is it so tough to not care

    About what somebody

    Thinks of you

    About what someone

    Will say if they see you

    Why don’t we help each other

    Why does everyone compete

    To be the one to break everything

    To scare peace away

    And attract destruction

    How tough is it

    For the whole world

    To just gather itself

    And be there in the moment

    At peace?

    Written by
    Milomi.

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  • The one exciting thing in life is change. It is how an infant grows up. How the rain suddenly pours down. How people change by the second. How the clock is throughout its lifetime.

    Some of us welcome change, some of us wish change away. But how many of us enjoy the gap between two changes, two ages, two eras, two seconds? How many of us appreciate the blooming flower before it is plucked? How many of us enjoy the last rays of sunshine before winter is welcomed? How many of us enjoy our homes, before they get renovated? How many of us enjoy our lives before they get renovated?

    But the secret in thoroughly enjoying life is to go out of the way to find happiness. In an every day situation, we think is routine. In a jog in the park we think is boring. In work which we find monotonous. In a smile which we often replace with frowns.

    How tough is it to be happy and to enjoy and to appreciate and to live at the same time?

    Written by
    Milomi.

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